2 more days

in just 2 days time , you're gonna go for your ns . okay , i sound like i'm making a fuss out of it . and you'll be coming out in 2 weeks time . but why is it that i just feel so lost ? it's as if you'll be away for a month or so . and worst , i've the urge to cry .

i'll really miss you a lot , and i do hope you'll realise how much that would be . so please be safe with whatever you're gonna be doing in there . i mean i don't know what the fuck is in there anyway . so please be careful alright ? :/

seriously , feel damn lost now . ahh ..