Including 8 dec , it's the 5th day already . And everyday , I'm wondering , what am i suppose to do while you're away . And for once , i feel that going out while you're away is such a boring thing . I mean I'm always going out . When you're around , I'll be out a lot . Now that you're away , I don't even have the mood to go out . But if i don't go out , I'll feel very weird . So , that feeling is really really very uncomfortable . Nothing just seem smooth or nice to me these few days . Come back soon .. Urge ...