turns out

i feel like , i'm falling for you more than i've expected . and it's really frightening me . i've gave everything and anything to love . but what i had in return was a heart full of pain . i told myself not to fall in love more than the guy does . but it seems like it's going to happen . everytime you're away from me , instead of loving you lesser , the feelings for you just grows and grows . guess that's distance makes the love fonder ? but the times we have , to be away from each other , is just so easy to get . my feelings for you are growing , is yours ? if yours too are growing , then i guess i'm fine with me loving you more . but instead your feelings for me are decreasing , then i don't see the reason why i should let myself sink in more .

i'm selfish . i'm just afraid i'll get hurt again