when was the last time that i can have a long day at home . As in , i can spend my whole day at home with peace . i can't even remember . I've always been out lately . Why ? Cause i want to find a reason to escape from home . Or should i say the place i need to sleep . Everyday is just torturing . Being in this place is just , i don't know . Too tiring . I love my mom , my dad and my sis . I really do . But what they are doing , is just letting me want to give up everything , including them , and just leave this place .

When sis want something , she ask mom . Mom disagree , sis talk terms . When mom disagree and voice gets louder , sis gets pissed and starts shouting . Thus , causes quarrels . Sis decided to seek dad for help . Dad always gives way to sis because know she's stubborn . Though , disagree , but said let her do what she wants . Sis say she will take responsible . Dad gave in . Sis very proud , cause got dad's support . Try talk to mom , mom get even fucked up . Calls dad and complain . Dad don't know who to side . Sis thought dad lying to her . Shouted at dad . Dad starts calling ME -.- tells me talk to sis . But actually wants me to take his place in being hamburgered . Asked where is her , he says he don't want to come home already , because of all these . so ? Means , throw everything to me to settle . Thinking that he can get away with it and let me solve everything . Why ? Because i communicate better with him , and more importantly , i'm the oldest child at home . Cause i'm the older sister . Cause mom and sis is quarreling . Cause i spend more time with them . What ? Seriously ?

I need a breather , i need a drink .