I just wish ..

frankly , for a moment i feel so distance from you . and when i think closely and clearly about us . seriously , i can't help but admit that , we're nothing . there's really nothing between us . i mean , okay , let's just say how much i understand you alright ? mm .. i only know you like cheese . and you never fail to order nachos with cheese during movie time . as in the food you like , that's the only thing i know . and that you're always working . just to have more money to spend . then .. nothing else . i don't know what colour you like . i don't know what's your favourite hobby . pratically , i don't know so much stuffs about you . and we're together for 5 months plus . almost enough time for me to know more than these about you , isn't it ? i just wish i'll know more about you .

you know ? sometimes , i just got the urge to just run towards you and hug you tightly whenever i see you . you've no idea how happy i am to see you . but i don't know ? maybe it's my pride or something , i can't seem to do what i wish . as in i can't seem to be able to show the things that i want to express myself with , towards you . example , i just want to hug you whenever i feel like . well , actually i love hugs a lot , hehehehs . i guess it's because i just want to show you the strong side of me to you huh ? guess so .