i guess , it's indeed kind of time to turn things back to how it should have been ? Should have expected it though . seriously , am i faking it again ? Just to smile ? Whatever , seriously .
Anyway , N level's finally over . Begging and crossing my fingers that i'll get to sec 5 at the least . I'm really happy . But with the mood i have no , erm .. nevermind (:
so does this prove that , my boyf is an asshole ? LOL .
