gaah .. fever . ve'been a long time since i've gotten one . cause of it , i have no idea . but it really kills . anyway , it gave me a really good excuse to not being able to attend school today . well , a break for me then (: but , for some reason , i just want to go to school and use up all my energy . reached home , lie down and just fall asleep . i want to live that way . my way of escaping i guess ? still , i wish this break could be longer . at least it's a good excuse for me to have my time to think of other things i guess ? grrh .. the moment i think that tomorrow i might have test my brain starts to cramp together . god ....