
the above , " no matter who says you aren't good enough , FUCK THEM . You are perfect in your own way " , that was what i thought . Everything you said to me , i believed in them . No matter what other people say , I didn't listen to them . You told me to believe in you . I did . You told me to trust you . I did . You don't like me slack with serene . I don't slack . You don't like to hear me complaining about stuff . I don't complain . You don't like i always go out . I go out lesser . You don't like i contact zhaoen . I contact him super less . You want me to think in your shoes . I just tolerate with all your excuses . You want me to wait for 2 more months . I waited . What else you want ? Become your dog , need or not ? You give me all the excuses . I accept . Then whatever i do also cannot . I said before , you don't control me . Mr , the guys i slack with , all i know them longer than you . I know you not even 1 year yet . I know them for 6-7 years already , you tell me don't slack with them . What's wrong with you ? If you're so insecure , then do something . Don't just tell me don't do this don't do that . Why care me lesser than any of them ? When i call you to come find me , you give me this and that excuse . Worst , it's when i need you . But when i call them , they would come down straight . So can you tell me , they're better or you . You told me you'll be better than yh . But ? You're no where better than him . Just because you saw a picture that i took with a guy and we look close beside each other , you get angry then don't want tell me you book out or what shit . Seriously ? Then me ? Even when i angry you also expect me to cool down and contact you . If you can't even do anything for me , why should i ? You don't bother or care , why should i ? Fuck it seriously .