i choose to leave . i choose to let go . i choose to give up . why ? cause i'm tired . tired and hurt . i'm sick and tired of the he-don't-cherish-you fact . seriously , just forget it alright ? you started out wrongly . as the matter of fact , in reality , we're only together for a month , not 9 . and that only month which it feels like we're together , is the month - november , when you've quited your job and before you went in ns . other than that nothing . it's my first day living without you , truly . it's familiar yet strange . guess i'll just have to get use to it . and god damn it , it feels like i'm dying inside