i've no idea why . and i know there's not a need to make myself being stress out about this kind of stuffs . but i just tend to be a worrier . and whenever i start to worry , i think a lot .which always makes me at my losing ends . i'm afraid that i'm giving the love more than i should be giving you . it seems like i shouldn't be giving so much love to you . because , i'll end up getting hurt . and that's not i want . i've been telling myself , not to bother too much about what's between us , a certain amount would do . but yet , i can't help but keep worrying where is her , knowing what is he doing . aren't my feelings suppose to be fading , since that we're not meeting much ? why are they instead , increasing ?