i'm really having quite a hard time , having a space to breath at home . i've always told myself that i've already have a blissful family . my parents are around , i have a sibling and a home to live in . but .. the feeling of being in this house is like the sky is going to come crashing down on me . and that i've no idea what to do . towards my mom , i've no idea how should i talk to her again . her mind has already blocked me out when it comes to this kind of issues . my dad , he doesn't really bothers much . there's not help in asking him to try and solve this . my sis ? forget it . not even in a million years she'll ever listen . me ? i don't know . i'm just a fucked up 16 year old who has to be sandwwiched between my mom and sis , where my dad is not helping at all . and at that moment , i felt that strong lonesome and abandoned feeling . and that's when i needed someone . but , much to my disappointment and somehow expected thoughts , the person that i needed the post , isn't there for me . so where are you ? thanks for leaving me alone